I want to cry
I haven't slept properly today, and I didn't get to do what I was supposed to this afternoon, so I did myself a disservice and rebooked it for tomorrow early in the morning so I wouldn't be late.
I am tired, I am pressured. I'm going to live in the other side of the globe in less than 2 weeks. I'm leaving my parents - as only child I am panicking, I am anxious, I feel guilty, it make me wanna kill myself, but deep in my heart I know this is not the life I want to be living.
I just need to finish work. Take a bit of a nap, and get through the seminar tomorrow.
I'm making life harder than it needs to be.